this is exactly what I posted on tumblr

So my parents and I are going up to my grandma’s for thanksgiving this year (which is four hours away). We used to go up for thanksgiving every year, but the past five years things like work and stuff have gotten in the way so we haven’t. Going up there is just fine but this is going to my first time going up to my grandma’s without any of my brothers. My brothers were always the one that would engage with my cousins and stuff, and I’d tag along. Which is just fine, but I’m not instigating anything, and I just feel like they feel like I have to entertain them with my company and I just—
I just miss my brothers