I'm procrastinating

Studying for finals.

buuuulllaaaaaaaahhhhh.

I Love My Dad

I'm up in my room, my dad's watching tv downstairs.

Dad: Hey Marce!~
Me: Yeah.
Dad: Are you smiling?
Me: Yeah, dad, I'm smiling.
Dad: Good

I'm smiling because you made me smile c:

-Marcy Elaine

Predicament...

So, I'm in an open relationship. Essentially, we can go on dates with other people. It's easier to handle, since he's going to be leaving on his mission before the year ends. Probably by fall. So, there's a guy in my Institute class named Drew. He looks like David Archuleta, just hotter. And David is on his mission. Drew is already back home. Anyways, so Drew asked me if I wanted to get ice cream with him this Saturday, and so I said yes. S.R.E. has been telling me to go on a date anyways. This is good.

...Ok, I KNOW that I have talked about S.R.E. in class before, or at least before. It's a small class, only nine people. We are like a family, we're all really close. And...I dunno, I just hope that Drew was paying attention to that. Becuase I don't know how to non-chalantly bring up the fact that hey, guess what, I have a boyfriend who is 6'3 and he ballroom dances, and cooks me lunch while serenading me shirtless.
Just KIDDING, he wears clothes :P
No but really, I legitamently hope that Drew knows that. Becuase he's a sweet guy. And I don't want to hurt him by getting to the end of the date and have him be like "so you're absolutely fabulous and I'm falling in love with you." More or less. And then I'll be like "That's cool..." AWKWARD PAUSE.

Marcy...what do I DO?!

-Ashlynne Rose

2 Months

My Squoosh and I have been officially together for 2 months, as of yesterday. It feels like it has been so much longer, like I have known him forever. Of course, I have known him since my Sophomore year, but it feels like we have been lovers for so much longer. He is honestly the first guy that I have ever been with that actually makes me better, makes me want to be a better person. So that I can be worthy to be with him.
And the best part?
He feels like he has to do the same.
So really, we just keep getting more awesome because of each other. It's a perfect gig.

I got called to be on Institute Council last night :) Shhh, don't tell anymore. I haven't been officially set apart or anything, but yeah. It's basically like Seminary Council, one person from each stake, 12-14 people, to be on a council, except it's Institute instead.
I'm excited :) I know you'll be excited with me :)

-Ashlynne Rose

Heels

My mom just complained that my 4 inch heels are way to high. And yet I heard nothing from her about my 5 1/2 inch heels. Someone explain this to me.

-Marcy

Voss

I got sparkling norwegian water at Harmon's today, only becuase the bottle is glass and looks super cool.
I'm getting sushi with my squoosh in like, 2 minutes.
He's pretty hot.

Facebook

There's this girl named Kaitlyn Hall and she has 378 profile pictures, and thousands of other pictures on her facebook. She is quite literally the hardest person to facebook stalk becuase you get bored after about 25 minutes of 58 pictures of Lake Tahoe and awkward girls camp pictures and 'he's not my boyfriend, I promise.' She's one of those girls that photoshops ALL HER PICTURES.

We all know your eyes are brown. Not blue. So stop pretending they're aqua-marine.
Sorry, I know that is so shallow to say. But I've WANTED to say it for the past three years.

I love this blog.

Les Mis

The fool that 'One Day More' was at the end of the musical. Dude, it's in the middle right before intermission.
Shows how much he knew. What a blasted idiot.

K.F.F.

I hate for this to be my first post...

But I just have to say something. Real quick, won't take too long.

So once upon a time I dated this guy. And we will refer to him as K.F.F.  I really shouldn't have, I wasn't happy with him. At about the halfway point in our odd relationship, he went on a trip to New York for a week. And I texted him every day, telling him that I hoped he was having a good time, or to say good night, or good morning, or just to say 'I love you..' I had honestly kinda hoped he would call me, at least once or twice. Since we had been together for 3 months or so, I guess I just expected something like that to happen. It was the first time we were that far away from each other.
Well, he didn't call. He didn't text me back, either. But I knew he had his phone on him, because on his facebook, there were all these mobile updates and uploaded pictures from his fancy little android. At first I made up excuses, like maybe he didn't reply because he was flying, and the flight attendant told every to "please be considerate and turn off your cellular phones for take off." Or maybe he was just talking with his brother and didn't want to reply right that minute.
But do you understand how blasted easy it is to just text your girlfriend at the end of the day, before you go to sleep, to say good night I love you? It's pretty simple. Just saying. So he didn't talk to me at all that entire week that he was gone and I was just dying inside. I remember I cried that Sunday, because I didn't even know when he was coming back. That's how little we were communicating. But don't worry, the minute he pulled up to my house the next day, I was over it.
I was so pathetic.

The end.

So now I have another boyfriend. S.R.E. And he is debatably the most amazing guy I've ever been with. I could go on and on about him. But for right now, I won't. Because he's bugging me. Because he went down to SUU for the weekend, where he went to school for a semester or so last year, for a ballroom invitational. And I am happy for him. that he's going and seeing his old friends and having a good time dancing, doing what he loves to do. I'm. Happy. For. Him.
OK?!
And we've been texting, and talking, and he said he would call me last night. And I kept my phone on my person the entire night last night waiting for him to call. And then at 11:32 he texted me good night. And...I mean, I'm sorry, I feel like such a sucky girlfriend right now for letting that bug me so much, but it just did. Is that ridiculous?
I don't even know when he's getting back in town.
And I don't want to be that girlfriend that calls him when he's in the middle of having an awesome time with all of his college friends and then he's like "Oh, sorry guys, my girlfriend's calling. Just gimme a minute." No. I don't want to be that girl.

But I do want to be the girl that gets a call from her boy, and he's with all his friends, and he says "Hey guys, just gimme a minute, I'm gonna call my girl."

Marcy, am I stupid right now?

Don't Forget To Be Awesome

I promised Ash this would be the first post c:

DFTBA

- Marcy