So frustrated that it won't let me comment lol (too lazy to go upstairs to a computer) but I LOVE your bangs, they look seriously amazing. You pull them off way better than I ever did Hana nicely done :)
So I was ok, I was FINE. But now it's night and now I'm sad. Perhaps I'll write a poem. But that never helps. Why...why is this so blasted hard if it was the right thing to do? Why do I have to occupy every spare moment of my life in order to get over how difficult this is? WHY did he have a plan to go to Village Inn with Anna Jefferies after midnight the night that we talked about breaking up? Sunday night?
...sorry if I'm being dramatic, or jumping to conclusions, or being a downer. I just need to release some of this, and I might as well try as early as now. Bottling it up never really works out for me.
I don't want this to be like the other break ups. I won't be able to handle it if it ends up like my break up at this time last year. Man I really am sorry for acting this way, I feel like I shouldn't complain, it was a mutual decision. But that doesn't make the nights any easier.
...thoughts?
first off. thank you.
ReplyDeleteAnd Ash, I expected nothing less. We've talked about something like this before and it's the same answer. It hurts because it matters. Don't worry, this is a normal cycle. I truly be conserned if you acted any differently. And we both know this is different than the other break ups. But it's not exactly going to be a walk in the park. You'll get through this. It'll take time, which is the part that sucks, I know, but you'll be fine. And dude. You have ever reason to complain. If something is bothering you, then complain. Now if you threw a hissy fit I might feel different, but we both know that's not what this is.