Monday, November 5, 2012

I'm so sick of this

I'm sick of this damned if I don't damned if I do attitude with my mom. Do something to my hair, unacceptable  Do nothing to my hair, unacceptable. Go out and try to get a job, you should be home doing chores. At home doing chores, you should find a job. Sleep in, I need structure. Don't sleep, you need to sleep more. Spend all my free time drawing, i should work on some obscure paper. On the computer, I need to get off the computer. Try to spend time with my family, I need to spend more time with people my age. Spend time with people my age, I need to spend more time at home. Hint at leaving home, hint I should stay at home. When I sound like I'm too comfortable at home she talks about moving to Utah.
It's so frustrating. I can't do anything even a little right. The only thing she seems to approve of is me cleaning and I STILL get criticism on it. I just --- UGH.

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  1. Goodness, that's frustrating. Like you can't do a single thing right. Just another confirmation that leaving home is the right thing. It's not that you're horrible at everything or that you're a bad daughter or that she is a bad mother...there just comes a time when we need to get away from each other.
    But she needs to stop; I would EXPLODE if my mom did that. And it's not fair, you're totally right. Don't worry, I'm here for ya :)

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    1. yeah, i completely agree with the getting away.
      And i know c:

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